CHAPTER 7 : Another Me
"I trusted you .."
As soon as those words came, I woke up and with deep sighs.
'Oh my gosh .. Hoya ..' I got myself weakened as I thought of Hoya.
After getting myself ship-shaped, I then grabbed my phone and relaxed for a while, playing some games, listening to music and taking some selcas. This is how I let out my stress and anger. Kinda weird aey? It was tiring, dancing to some catchy tunes but it really brings me joy and gets me jumping. I really love doing that.
Not long after I cool myself up, my phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hana? It's Luhan!" He shouted with a noisy back sound.
"Oppa! Where are you?" I asked while enjoying a glass of soda.
He asked and invited me to join him enjoying a cup of coffee. So I snatched my bag and coat. As soon as I opened the door ready to walk, Hoya was outside. He gave me a little shock. I didn't have my eyes on him but he kept staring at me full of sadness and shame. He grabbed my shoulder. I quickly shook his hands off.
"Get out of the way .."
Locking the door behind me. I walked away and he grabbed my hand and not letting it go. He pulled me and got my face against his body. I looked to the side and not letting myself staring his eyes.
"You are one irresistible girl .." He made the word 'irresistible' bolder. He tightened his hands so I won't go anywhere.
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"Ahh .. some hot frappucinno and a glazzy donut .." Luhan sat on a comfy sofa but then got his eyes to his phone.
"Where is she?"
Worrying to much about Hana, he then called her.
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My phone rang and buzzed. It tickled my arm and shoulder. I then peeked into my bag. Hoya snatched my bag and took my phone. He looked and saw Luhan's name. Without hesitation he answered Luhan's call. I just stared at him and thinking of Luhan's reaction.
"Looking for your girlfriend?" Hoya asked with his cheeky face. I shooked my head as he looked at me with a glance.
After hearing Hoya's voice, Luhan startled and didn't answer his question. With all his might, he fought against Hoya.
"What do you want" Luhan stood up and left the cafe. He walked with a fast pace towards Hana's apartment. He hunged up and ran as fast as he could.
"Stop it!" I barely reached my phone that is up high in the air. I punched him hard.
"Don't you ever feel sorry for what you've did to me in the past?" I pushed myself to stare at him in the eyes even if it feels weird and awkward. I took my phone and shook his hands off of mine.
I continued on yelling at him for what he had done to me and how it feels. I just can't lie to myself and keeping it as secret. It really suffocates me and until now, I just don't know who to share it with.
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Luhan ran through the emergency exit going up stairs untill the 3rd floor where Hana's apartment was. Running out of oxygen, he slowly walked towards the near hallway wall. Not far, he heard Hana's voice shouting. He peeked, curious of what was going on.
"I'm sick of being throwned away and not known by the others. This was all because of you. If you haven't dumped with me, none of this would happen .." I stared his eyes full of anger and sadness. Both mixed up together with a bitter feeling. I feel a little free but on the other side, I feel sorry for what I've just did to him.
"And for the last time, Don't even try to show up infront of my face, ever again." I ended the conversation and walked away with teary eyes and long sighs.
Luhan heard all of it. He slowly crawled down sitting on the floor. He never thought that Hana would be so different.
'She really needs some guidance' He frowned.
'She needs to make herself free' Luhan then walked away, going down the stairs and went straight to his house.
Hoya who was still there, froze. Standing on the same spot with his eyes looking straight forward, but his head still thinking about those words that just came out from Hana's mouth. It really touched his heart and he can't lie to himself.
He walked out and tried to catch up to her, but he just can't. His right hand reaching his left chest as he felt his heartbeat.
'Was I too much?'
'Do I feel sorry for what I have did to her?'
'Can I go back again and apologize to her?'
