CHAPTER 11 : Where Reality Throws Back
"The whole school is talking about it and that's why the whole class was against me! I trusted you Xiao Luhan!" I shouted at him. I let his hands go.
Everyone who was around kept on staring and looking at me and Luhan. There was Sehun, Kris, Kai, Soyul and even Hoya. I didn't even care what the situation was but right now, I was being lied by a cute-hot-looking guy I've ever met and I regret.
I cried and ran out of school leaving Luhan not believing what he just heard or see, Kai, Kris and Sehun confused and maybe Soyul and Hoya happy.
"Dude, you okay?" Kris, Kai and Sehun came over to cheer Luhan up. He just nodded and didn't say a word towards the others.
'What happened?' Luhan wondering what was the picture about and why she was so angry about it. He looked at the picture and thinking that he never took a picture of them like that.
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Hoya who saw everything got his smile back and so did Soyul. She jolted happy and walked to Hoya. She grabbed Hoya's shoulder.
"Is this part of the plan?" She asked with happiness and jumped around. Hoya shooked and his head and laughed along with Soyul.
"She might be on her way home now and so is Luhan, you should come over to his house and comfort him .." Hoya settled Soyul down from her happiness. She nodded and asked, "Wait, what about you oppa?"
"I'll make sure she tells everything that happened between her and Luhan that made her burst out like this .." Hoya answered with confidence in himself. Soyul nodded and ran out to see if Luhan was around.
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I ran as fast as I could leaving useless tears behind. I wasn't hoping that I would cry over some hot-irresistible-cute looking guy that lied to me even though I trusted him with all my heart. I love him as an oppa but not ready for a real relationship as boyfriends and girlfriends. I just want to settle myself for what Hoya just did to me in the past few months. But now, this happened.
I went inside my apartment and slamed the door behind me. I threw myself onto my bed, crying. Regretting why must I believe him? I know he's different but why him? Why not Kris or Sehun or Kai? They're my best friends but why the new guy? Those questions turn about in my head.
I took my phone out and a call from Luhan was in. I stared at it for a while. I was thinking, why on earth is he calling me if he didn't even apologise for what he had done? He looks innocent but why is he like this now? I rejected his phone call. I quickly deleted his phone number from my contacts and throwed my phone in my bag.
I wrinkled myself up crying and still not believing that Luhan did that. Xiao Luhan. An irresistable-cute looking guy with the heart of a devil. I wish there was someone here to comfort me so I can forget him.
*Knock Knock*
I walked towards the door opening it while wiping my tears of my pale face. I lookes up and widened my eyes.
"Oppa .." I spontaneously cried and hugged him tightly. Yep, I hugged Hoya, my ex-boyfriend. Without words I cried making his tshirt wet. I didn't want to let go. His hands then slowly wraps around my shoulder.
"It's okay, it's okay .." Hoya comforted Hana with his deep voice he slowly rubs Hana's head.
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I made him a nice hot tea and some snacks that I kept in the Refrigerator. He seemed full only drinking the hot tea. I sat next to him and wrapped my hand around his. My head slowly gets to Hoya's shoulder leaving it heavy on him. For no reason I cried. Hoya wrapped his arms around Hana from the side.
"What happened back there?" Hoya asked, pretending not to know what was was going on.
Hana started to tell from the beginning when she first met Luhan until the picture she found near Sehun's locker. Hoya then stood up and sat infront of her with tears dropping from her pink cheeks. He slowly wipes her tears off with his thumb and holding her face ontop of his hand.
"Oppa .. Please take care of me again! I missed the moments where we use to be together, where we went to the photo booth together, drinking coffee together .." Again I cried and take a hold of his hands. Hoya slowly puts aside Hana's hair behind her ear.
"I will .. I promise .." Hoya went closer to Hana's face and kissed her on the forehead.
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Luhan was chilling on the Living room still with his school uniform. His bag ontop of the table, his books scattered on the floor. He messed up everything, still frustrated about the fake picture of him and Hana. He took the picture again and threws it to the table.
*DING DONG*
The bell rang and a butler came to open it. Soyul standing straight infront.
"I'm here to see Luhan oppa, I'm his best friend .." Soyul lied. The butler just nodded and said wait until Luhan accepts her.
"Master, there's someone looking for you. She said she was your best friend .." With a flash he looked up and ran to the door thinking it might be Hana. He opened the door wide and saw Soyul. He rolled his eyes.
"You're not my best friend" Luhan said straight to the point slamming the main door infront of Soyul, leaving her blank with nothing to say. She blocked the door from not letting Luhan closing it.
"I just wanted to say sorry for what just happened at school .." Luhan froze and peeked throughout the slightly opened door. He saw Soyul looking at her shoes. He sighed for a while and covered his eyes.
"Fine you can come in ..." Luhan opened the door wide and walked in and threw himself on the sofa. After hearing that her head goes back up and ran leaving her thrower shoes back there.
"It's been a long time since I've visited you here .." She gazed looking around that nothing seems to change in Luhan's house even his furnitures are still the same. The big screen TV that hasn't been changed at all even his kitchen isn't being renovated.
"Where are your parents?" Soyul asked. Luhan pretending to not hear a single word from Soyul. He took his phone and pretended to reply a message.
"Oppa, answer me will you?" She shrugged Luhan who was sleeping on the sofa. He sits straight and stared at Soyul.
"Just make yourself at home and don't bother me .. I don't feel like to talking to anyone .." He answered and let himself rest into a deep sleep.
'Ugh. He's still cold' Soyul wrapped her hands and pouted. She took out her phone and started to play random games.
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I don't feel like going to school today. I don't want to see the angel-looking-devil, Luhan. Now I'm regretting everything, why I met him, why I was so nice to him and why I trusted him with all my heart. He's still stuck in the corner of my heart and brain.
On my way to school, I walked along the empty path. Then for a moment I remebered the moment where I use to walk to school with Luhan. He covered my eyes, we laughed together and smiled together. Remembering those memories made my heart ache. I then shook my head to concentrate myself on going to school.
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I wasted my time at the library, reading books, writing summaries and doing excersises. But one thing that I can't do is, concentrate. Luhan's name was always in every sentence that I read in my head. I kept myself together and concentrating. It gave me goosebumps and cold sweats dropping. My hand, my feet and my whole body was shaking with nervousness. Then someone patted my shoulder. I instantly jumped from my chair.
"Hana? You okay?" Hoya asked sitting next to me. I nodded as I layed my head ontop of his shoulder weak. I hugged him tight with tears coming down my cheek.
"Oppa .. I can't .. I really can't .." I whispered to his year with a sound of sobs. He carried me slowly to the classroom as it was nearly time to go to class.
Luhan who was behind the book shelves saw everything and his heart shreaded into little pieces. He pushed his book into his bag and walked in fast pace to class.
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As expected, Luhan was left alone with Hana's empty seat next to him. His eyes peered to the right front of the class seeing Hana who was laying her head on Hoya's shoulder. He saw how she was really weak after yesterday's incident. He felt bad and sorry but didn't know how to express it.
While doing some scribbles on his book, Soyul shouted from the classroom door.
"Oppa!" She came running towards Luhan with her books. He didn't have his eyes on her, not even once. He closed his sight with his hand.
"What do you want?" His asked with a higher voice. Soyul who was about to sit on Hana's chair was blocked by Luhan's hand.
"Sorry. This seat's taken .." Said it straight to the point without telling why. Soyul who had her cheekbones flying because of getting a chance to sit next to him, failed. Her smile then slowly fades away. She then made a worried look to make Luhan let her sit there. She gazed, looking around the class that there was no more empty seat. She gave a puppy look to Luhan.
'No! Don't fall for it Xiao Luhan! You'll regret it! Don't!" His heart screamed but feeling bad not letting her sit. His hand slowly goes back to where it was. Soyul's emotions slowly raised back and hurriedly sat next to him. He covered his sight mot letting himself seeing their eyes meet.
"Gomawo oppa .." She slowly puts her hand ontop of Luhan's. He shook it off.
"On one condition. Do NOT talk to me 'coz I'm not in a good mood today" He strikes his cold arrow straight to the red heart of Soyul's.
'Ugh. Still cold!' She crossed her arms and laid back to her seat.
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"Good morning class! Today I am going to arrange all of you into partners for the Biology Experiment. So get yourselves a partner and I want a boy and a girl please" As the biology teacher explained, the class turned into a battlefield. Everyone was walking here and there, pushing chairs and tables to get their partners. When I was about to stand up and find my partner, Hoya took my hand.
"Please be my partner, just this once and I won't ask for another .." He asked. As I heard that, I looked straight to Hoya's. Our eyes met and I nodded. I sat back and started to write the Hypnosis of the experiment.
As everyone was busy asking and looking for partners, Luhan sat still in his seat not moving an inch from his spot. Soyul who had a chance moved closer, closer and much closer to Luhan. She slowly turned her face and asked if he wants to be his Biology partner. With a heavy heart and no excuses to say, he rolled his eyes and nodded slowly. Soyul then took out a paper and pen and started to write.
Luhan raised his head and saw all the chaos happening in class. When he was about to get back in doodling and scribbling his paper, he saw how happy Hana was with Hoya. His heart was down for a while.
'I wish I could be that one guy who could be forever yours, Hana ..' His eyes shimmered with sadness.
